Tuesday, December 29, 2009

the lost booster

There was this person who appreciated everything I did.
I am that kind of person who doesn't believe in herself much. Well, that person believed in me so much that she boosted an over powerful confidence in me that made me think I can do anything. Good for me i did almost everything with full confidence.. Bad for her she gave me too much confidence, i wanted to do it on my own. Well, a baby bird should leave her momma's nest sooner or later and try to fly on her own.
The downside for me, when i already got what I wanted, is that I'm missing the confidence booster, not the person itself but the thought that there is someone boosting you all this confidence, that I've been feeding upon. BUT! I must regain everything back and learn to do it on my own and what I have at hand. Which sometimes is not helping too much.

DISCLAIMER: I do not want the person back.. hehehehe... and im not bitter either... hehe

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